Why are we all rushing ? Why do we need to be this big great giant “thing” right NOW? Who are we trying to prove ourselves to? and is this constant grinding and hustle doing our soul any real good or are we just trying to make our ego shine super bright so when we turn up to the next social gathering we can say “Ohhh god i have been super busy and totally killing it” when in reality your killing yourself and your passion and intention has some how drifted off into never never land.
“I have come to accept the feeling of not knowing where I am going. And I have trained myself to love it. Because it is only when we are suspended in mid-air with no landing in sight, that we force our wings to unravel and alas begin our flight. And as we fly, we still may not know where we are going to. But the miracle is in the unfolding of the wings. You may not know where you’re going, but you know that so long as you spread your wings, the winds will carry you.”
I must admit that for the past two years I have had a burning fire in my belly that has been wanting my message to be heard and my work to be felt ASAP!! Every time something amazing happened like I sold out of a retreat I would just be thinking on the next big thing and never really slowed down to appreciate any of my achievements because I felt like I wasn’t at my end goal yet. Its safe to say we are our biggest critics and we need to STOP THAT SHIT !! We need to jump off the rat race of unhealthy competition with our self and others, we need to put to rest old beliefs and thought patterns, we need to say to ourself “DAMN Girl you are doing mighty fine and kicking goals”.
Its also OK to not have any clue on the direction of your life or where you are going, the beauty of this life is that you can reinvent yourself over and over again. You do not need to be confined to on single career your entire life, you never should feel stuck because you can change the sails when ever you feel the pull to do so. If you are feeling stuck, under stimulated and searching for your life’s purpose just for a moment surrender and stay open minded to new opportunities and ideas and go out and find what brings you joy not what brings your dollar bills.
If you are into the law of attraction like me you will know that what you truly desire and what you want to manifest and call in will come to you if you know its your birth right, if you know deeps down that its already happened and the timing of the universe is just catching up for your miracles to be presented then you will get what you want. If you truly want what you desire you must wait and wait with out any anxiety or fear and thats the biggest key.
So even though I am slowing down on the hustle of trying to make things happen, trying to build my empire and trying to be one big giant success im instead moving through surrender. Deep down I have a beautiful knowing that I will write that best selling book, I will talk at TedX and at Wanderlust, I will travel the world spreading my messages and being the biggest bad ass light worker that i can be and knowing that it will all come at the most perfect time, I am in no rush, it may take years even decades but i trust and for now i simply soften. I enjoy this cup of tea and I wack on my yoga tights and melt into childs pose with the thoughts that I am looked after and all is well.
So my lovely if you are feeling like your running a race to nowhere then this is a wake up call… GET OFF and start enjoying the deliciousness of going slow and finding your own groove. If you trust in the universe then all will work out I promise.
Love + Light,
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